Every four days a week make an entry regarding self observation an pushing yourself to become better. A true initiatory lifestyle demands of oneself to keep challenge in ones life. Constantly strive to improve yourself an your being in all aspects of yourself an life. Remember to have realistic goals an that goals have deadline amounts of time to reach them.
Write in whatever style or format you choose, but be sure to include: Fears an failures, achievements an successes. Include four things into your entries.
1. A step you are taking to further your goals.
2. The best thought or where you are making breakthroughs.
3. Something you did to resist, stop or change a bad habit replacing it with good ones.
4. Something you plan to do to reach your goals.
You should write down all your magical operations as well as any results you note from them. Likewise particularly vivid dreams and synchronicities should be included on the list.
Consciously pit bad habits against each other.
The initiatory virtues I wish to possess and the type of person I strive to become.
My Bright List (Innate patterns to develop more fully):
My Murk List (Hindrances to my power):
KEEPING A YEARLY INVENTORY
At the end of each year you should review your record an see how well you are reaching your goals. Take note of your accomplishments as well of failures an be honest with yourself in making sure you don't make the same mistakes an do better the coming year.
After you have worked with enneagram an written the self knowledge essay you will know yourself, talents an strong points being then enabled to go in the right direction well an balance yourself out.
If you made enemies that are thwarting your will to conscious evolution an well beings make a list of them an do a destruction ritual on them.
If people have helped you an your loved ones an furthered the work of the Illuminati Order. make a list of them an give them your magical blessings.
Any psychic vampires in your life be sure to severe from your self with ex communication.